First Impressions

First impressions are everything.

You’ve heard the saying. It could apply to numerous things: personality, hygiene, fashion sense (low on the pole), or leadership. Even more important is consistency of impressions. That person or place that can shock and awe you time and time again. The place you never get sick of, the person you never grow tired of. Perhaps it’s your favorite CD or book. The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly is my favorite film of all time. I could keep it on the background all day. Between the quasi-psychedelic soundtrack, exceptional cinematography, and strong characterization, I simply never tire of it. It doesn’t hurt that I like the scenery, either.

I used to know a girl who, when walking into a room, could hush the crowd with her presence. She wasn’t a swimsuit model, but had a beautiful smile and a certain energy that others gravitated to. She had more than her fair share of admirers and suitors, which she turned away with charm and class.

Then there are the places. Some making amazing impressions, some not so much. Like Midway Airport versus a national park.

Each year, I travel to the places that blow me away with consistency. The Gallatin National Forest. Glacier National Park. Grand Teton National Park. I remember traveling with an ex-girlfriend (she’s still a very good friend) back in 2001. Our goal was to see the Northern Rockies. We’d traveled a long way across Wyoming, through high desert,and counted four cars in three hours. We passed the Hoback River, and made our way into Jackson, Wyoming. We kept asking ourselves where the Tetons were, because we had heard so much about them. The hype was immense. Top ten national park immense. We drove north on highway 26 towards the park, but still could not see the much-hyped Tetons. It didn’t help that East Gros Ventre Butte loomed to our left, blocking our view. But when the butte gave way to the land beyond, the Teton appeared at once, screaming to the sky in cold, chiseled granite. We had cried out in shock, and then laughed just as hard. It turned out the hype was true. The range was stunning, far beyond anything we had imagined (and this was coming from a couple who had just been to Colorado).

Every year I try to go back there, and each time I’m no less impressed as East Gros Ventre Butte gives way to what it has always given way to.

Yet each year I search for more first impressions. From people I’d like to get to know better, to animals I may encounter to landscapes that will forever imprint upon my mind and spirit. I drive to them, I walk to them, compelled. Maybe, just maybe a few will live up to the hype.

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Sunset at Oxbow Bend in Grand Teton.

The eagle

Every winter, hundreds of bald eagles travel south down the Mississippi corridor to the open waters along the dams. Many of these dams are along the Iowa/Illinois border.

I’ve tried to put to words the things that make bald eagles majestic. Is it the golden beak? The contrast of head feathers with the chest and wing plumage? Or is it the seemingly effortless flight? In fiction, eagles have always been symbols of reverence, majesty, and spirituality. They are held above common things and places. So what makes them seem that way in real life, too?

Perhaps it is none of those things. Maybe it’s because when I see a bald eagle, it’s usually in clean, wild places.

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Lost Branch of the Silver – Bards and Sages Quarterly

My fantasy/horror tale “Lost Branch of the Silver” has been accepted for the October issue of Bards and Sages Quarterly.

This is probably one of the more Lovecraftian stories I have written. Lovecraft always did such an amazing job of body-snatching stories, and that influence is felt deeply in “Lost Branch of the Silver”.

Baird worked his way down the steep slope, going to all fours in order to reduce speed. The terrain was treacherous, and he was thankful for the numerous deadfalls and twisted trees which stopped his momentum. His father was right about one thing: Baird had never seen woods like these. It was as if each tree had been spun by brutal winds, each affected in its own space and set in ways that contradicted the other trees.

Krieger is up at Interstellar Fiction

Those of you interested in psychedelic mushrooms, protests, and corrupt governments may want to give it a read. Also, the fine folks at Interstellar Fiction fired a few questions at me.

The sun seared them, launching cavalcades of crooked and staggering pagan monsters down its shards, unfurling and unloading the energy upon the turbulent city. Rin heard faint moaning and elongated pronunciations in the wind, as if urging him on. He blinked, stopping the hallucination, which wasted no time in starting again. Or so he thought.

The Story of Silver the Grizzly Bear

Silver the grizzly bear waves hello. October 9, 2012:

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I’ve seen a lot of incredible things in my travels across the Rocky Mountains. But those travels always turn back to the Northern Rockies, from Grand Teton National Park to Glacier National Park. Why am I drawn there? Biodiversity. Abundance of lakes and rivers (they shame the southern Rockies in this context), valleys that are more prairie than dessert. The Northern Rockies contain almost all of the animals prior to European settlement. Yellowstone still has bison. Glacier still has wolverines. Both places still have the formidable grizzly.

I first saw Silver a few years ago in Glacier National Park. At that point she was a small cub (as small as grizzlies get I suppose). She was playing with her mother in a field of flowers, a royal blue lake as a backdrop. I remember how she put her paw on her mother’s rump as she check me out. Her distinct facial markings and chest pattern were hard to miss.

A year or so later I was sad to learn that her mother had become pregnant again, which is very rare while raising a cub. She chased Silver away. The good news is Silver had been taught well. She knows where and how to find food. She also ceaselessly follows her mother and new cub up and down the mountains. She wants to feed with them. She wants to play with them. Most of the time her mother growls at her and chases her off. But there are moments, there are scenes where her mother accepts Silver, and you can see mother, cub, and estranged, huge cub (Silver) grazing in close proximity on the same slope.

If Silver’s mom gets out of her sight, Silver will huff and panic and run in the direction she thinks she went. I guess you could call it abandonment anxiety or separation anxiety. Or maybe she just missed her mother in those rugged mountains. It broke my heart to watch her mother and the new cub sprint away from Silver as she was dozing off on a boulder. Silver woke, stood on her hind legs, sniffed the air, then huffed into a panic down the slope. Remarkably, her nose was so good she bounded off in the same direction her mother went, even though it was deep into a forest.

Silver also has young friend. His name is Choco, and he’s a pretty great swimmer. There was talk that perhaps Choco and Silver might den up over the winter.

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Stay tuned for more photos of Silver, Choco, and her mother. Will Silver find peace? Has she denned with Choco? Inquiring minds want to know, lol.